Rabu, 05 Agustus 2009

Note 5 Agt 2009

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Selasa, 04 Agustus 2009

What Your Name Means

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http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

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You entered: lea kusumawati

There are 13 letters in your name.
Those 13 letters total to 40
There are 7 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Spanish Female Derived from Hebrew Leah who was Jacob's first wife.
Hebrew Female Tired.
Hawaiian Female Mythological goddess of canoe builders.
Greek Female Bringer of good news.
English Female Meadow.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

Senin, 03 Agustus 2009

Enough is enough..

Kadang gua merasa mereka ga akan pernah mau mengerti..
Mereka hanya memikirkan apa yang mereka mau pikirkan..
Mereka hanya mengatakan apa yang mereka ingin katakan..
Mereka hanya melakukan apa yang ingin mereka lakukan..

Mereka ga berpikir kalo apa yang mereka lakukan mempersulit posisi gua..
Mereka ga berpikir kalo apa yang gua lakukan itu demi mereka juga..
Yang mereka pikirkan hanya apa yg mereka inginkan saja..

Itulah yang terjadi selama ini..
Betapa pun gua berusaha membela mereka..
Mereka ternyata ga bisa membela gua..

Memang mereka pernah membela gua..
Tapi mereka pun lebih banyak mempersulit gua..

Ternyata ga semuanya yang kita anggap terbaik itu terbaik untuk mereka..

Mereka juga mungkin berpikir..
Gua hanya memikirkan apa yang gua inginkan..
That's right..
Tapi apa yang gua pikirkan adalah untuk mempermudah mereka..
Untuk membela mereka..
Untuk membantu mereka..

Selama ini semua akibat dari usaha gua membela & membantu mereka ternyata menyebabkan gua dituduh suka ikut campur.. suka melebih-lebihkan..

Mungkin sebaiknya gua tutup mata..
Mungkin memang gua yang sangat sangat kurang dewasa..
Mungkin memang gua sebaiknya pura-pura buta dan mematikan perasaan gua..

Gua benci ketidakadilan..
Gua benci keadaan dimana seseorang mendapat begitu banyak penghargaan sedangkan orang lain yang bekerja membantu dia mencapai itu tidak mendapat penghargaan yang sama..
Gua benci ketika seseorang memperlakukan orang lain seperti orang tersebut binatang..
Gua benci ketika seseorang memanfaatkan ketidak berdayaan seseorang..
Gua benci ketika seseorang tidak mau membuka mata sedikit untuk melihat terlebih dahulu kenapa semua itu terjadi..

Dan pada akhirnya.. malam ini gua sadari..
Memang sudah saatnya memikirkan diri sendiri..
Cukup sudah.. gua hanya akan bertahan untuk diri gua sendiri dan seseorang yang gua sayang..
That's it..
I'm tired..

Thanks for everything..
Enough is enough..